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I suppose I started my fascination
of Life at a very early age, when I nearly lost it to a Near
Death Experience at the age of three.
It was one of those memories that stick with you from childhood,
and growing up I thought everyone went through it. People
who feared death, calling it "the end" confused
me.
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And I confused them, cause even after my grandparents and aunts
and uncles left this world, I never felt the same sort of loss that
other in my family did. In fact I was always wondering what they
were up to; were they still in the room? Did they go off to that
wonderful place I did? In a funny sort of way, I was even a little
bit jealous.
The NDE had a rather strange effect on my childhood. Growing up,
it was like being in a party the whole time. You know, when there's
all this noise and you have to tune out all the noise just to keep
up with the conversation. Again, I just got used to it and thought
that everyone heard the voices. Now sure, some might attribute this
to some slight case of
schizophrenia but this was different. These voices weren't telling
me to go off and shoot somebody, or that the aliens were coming
to take over the planet; instead they were telling me about the
nature of the atom and about life in two dimensions, rather than
three.
Then, there were the nights I spent in "The Library"
... a wonderous place filled with books as far as the eye could
see ... and there were wonderful teachers there. Each morning I
would wake up with their lessons still echoing in my ear. |